You created a vessel in me

You created me into a vessel
By Alaina Duvall
1-4-19

I didn’t grow up
In a church
But you saw something
In me, you could use.

You’ve seen my struggles
You have seen my pain
But through out that,
You have built my strength.

You’ve given me
Your greatest gift,
That gift was
Your type of love.

I wake up everyday
To serve you,
And to spread your love
You have created a vessel in me.

I go to church
Every Sunday to sing
In your choir
To glorify your kingdom.

I am back
To my happy self,
Because I am in your presence
In your home!

When the devil
Knocked me down,
You picked me up
And made me into a warrior!

Now I am going to
Fight for your kingdom, Lord
Because you deserve it
And I am going to live for you
Because you have died for me!

You didn’t just create me
To be a vessel, you created everyone
To be a vessel!

Acid attack

This day for her was most awaited,
Feb 29,the day was dated.
The day was not as routine,
The day when she has turned 18.

How happy was she,
Was seen from her smile.
She was so restless,
That she couldn’t stop for a while.

She dressed,
Just as a beautiful doll.
Let’s party!
To her friends she called.

Her mother hugged her and said,
“Take care”
Her eyes were sobbed
Mysteriously which was rare.

7’o’clock with her friends along
But I don’t know why?
The vibes felt so wrong.

The sparkling light,
The glowing city
Felt to her,
Really pretty.

Two bikers,
To her eyes flashed
And a bottle of acid
To her face was splashed.

I don’t know when did the table turned,
Her most beautiful day
To ashes was burned.

The acid just didn’t torn her skin
But it also injured her heart within.

Even her soul can spell her pain,
Her melted eyes couldn’t even rain.

The day to her was most hated,
Feb 29, the day was dated.

Our lives through religion.

It seems like we have all got it figured out in life. But that’s not the case. See, we need a higher power too rely on and somebody to love us for who we really are. People cannot love us for who we really are; only God can. God is the center of every single relationship, every life given, and every soul created. But it seems like we forget who is in-control sometimes. Some people ask,” what if there is no God?”
I answer, “well what if there is a God and your faith is just not standing it’s ground.”
Sometimes we just have to stand our ground with God, knowing that he is in-control. Sometimes Satan gets in the way of getting a better relationship with God. But we ALL have a choice to learn to walk away from the bad and/or accept the good. My life has changed because I accepted Christ as my savior. In life we often get caught up in the “what ifs,”instead of the “what can I do too change this or myself?”
I’ve learned to lean on the Lord because we ALL are imperfect. I am a mess, but im God’s beautiful mess. I am a living miracle. It’s not to late too learn to forgive each other, pray for each other, and accept the Lord as your savior!! Amen!!
I hope this changes lives and minds about the Lord and his disciples. Thank you!!

Change

Feeling so alone, tired and confused. Not knowing where to turn not knowing what to do. It’s like a tug of war with every passing day. I cry out Lord change me as I bow my head and pray. I know you have a plan for me even though my own eyes can’t see. I ask myself why oh Lord would you ever choose me. After all the the lies, and pain to the ones I love the most. But still your love and grace they carry me through the power of the Holy Ghost. God I want to make a difference be the change I want to see. But the hardest thing to grasp is the change it starts with me. Can I love and forgive myself after all the things I have done. Will I surrender it all to you Lord or will I hide away and run. I so bad to be who you have called for me to be. Please come and break these chains that are holding me. Help me turn my eyes to freedom you gave to me when you died on the cross. Help me shine the light of jesus and reach out to the lost. Help me build your kingdom. Yours is the victory.

HAVE A NICE DAY

I’m sick of working for a living
I’m just ticking off the days till I die
Oh, I miss you Louise, yeah
And the sickest little pleasures keep me going in between pulling teeth

Oh, periscope up
I’ve been looking for a ladder
I need to see the Commander In Chief, ooh
And remind him what was passed on to me, oh

Your mum don’t sleep, oh
And the friends you keep
I didn’t raise a thief
I didn’t raise a thief

But the leaders of the free world
Are just little boys throwing stones
And it’s easy to ignore
Till they’re knocking on the door of your homes, yeah

Hopeful

Whether you’re being laughed at whether you’re being bullied weather you’re laughing at yourself don’t try to change who you are cuz a piece of you is like a star to be one’s enemy is to be one’s friend you’re sinking down in your own sorrow but don’t you see what’s tomorrow is a passage to yourself to know who you are deep inside is like a book on a shelf reading one story is another ending to know that person truly without judging do you see where I’m coming from or do you not understand the consequences that come you are jealous you are famous you are happy you are mad but doesn’t matter whether our emotions reflect on our own actions but it’s who we are what we decide our own decisions can make us fly this is who we are and I decide who I am what my fate is how my actions reflect on others so take a stand take a chance be you and that will always stay true

Counselling for A Happy Future

Without counselling and life coaching, nobody would be able to find a solution to anything that they are having problems with. Many people use counselling as a way to solve their life situations. Whether it is getting advice for marriage or dealing with stress, counseling and life coaching have always managed to help us be in a positive state of mind. Just imagine a world without life coaching and without counseling. There would be more violence in this world because nobody would not be able to solve their problems peacefully. Nobody would not be able to get guidance and nobody would be able to get help if they are dealing with depression or anxiety. Many people turn to counseling because it is a way of relieving their inner thoughts and feelings. They get to sit with somebody who is willing to talk and listen to them because in their personal lives, they find it difficult to deal with these issues on their own. An example of that would be myself because I have certain issues or problems in my life that I would need to talk to somebody about. There are times I deal with a lot of stress, and I do need somebody to talk to about what’s going on so that they can help me overcome these obstacles that I am dealing with. If I was not able to talk to anybody about what was bothering me then that’s when it would make me feel really depressed. Many young people like myself as well as people a little bit younger than me have depression, and sometimes they do have mental disorders. A lot of mental disorders are caused by bullying and that’s why counselors are needed to help deal with this and talk about these situations with many students. According to the article written by the Khaleej Times, “16% of adolescents suffer from mental health disorders” (Gokulan 19). A lot of younger people who are in their adolescence deal with bullying and it causes them to feel isolated. Since counselling exists, it helps the students who are going through this situation so that they will not do anything drastic such as bring a weapon to school or commit suicide. That is why there are services out there such as the Suicide Prevention Hotline for young people or anybody who is going through that situation. The Suicide Prevention Hotline is another reason why we need counseling and life coaching services. Also, a lot of adults who have jobs and a heavy workload feel stressed out by either employers or coworkers. Many young couples who are newlyweds or who are about to get married face many relationship problems such as domestic violence. Some couples use counseling and life coaching to help mend their relationships and get along. So, these are the reasons why counseling and life coaching are very important because nobody can heal without talking to someone about it first.

Love

Loved “Heres my new poem…All she wanted was the best…she decided in her mind, heart and soul to past the tests..mentally drained from all the pain, internally hurt from all the rain, faking a smile to hide the shame, feeling like the blame because of the pain. Deciding to strive from ambition inside, from the love she has for kids, to abide to ride until she die. No one will understand the true meaning, of trying to fight to hide the demeanor of creating the life to live, and unfolding the wrath and humbling the soul is jus like pulling the shaft to accomplish the goal to not fall in the hole that comes along to burry the soul.”